So I haven't written to you in a while, so that's what I'm going to do right now.
I haven't been busy lately, but that's all my fault, I should be doing a lot of stuff, but I just don't do it, I guess that after years of putting stuff off, I don't even realize that I'm doing it anymore, which will screw me over in grade 12, because as far as I've seen from the grade 12's, it's hell on a stick.
That has sorta gotten me down, I don't wanna go to grade 12, maybe I'll just skip it.
well I gotta go, I'll write more later, I promise.
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Monday, February 18, 2008
Stupid Cupid
What is with Cupid?
I mean he pierces you with a arrow with a heart on it....and then you supposedly fall in love with the next girl/guy you see.
that just doesn't sound right to me
first your getting shot with a arrow...which can't be that good for you
second you fall in love with the next guy/girl you see, which means that you have absolutely no say in who you love.
third your giving the power of love to a half naked baby with wings.
Cupid is Stupid
I mean he pierces you with a arrow with a heart on it....and then you supposedly fall in love with the next girl/guy you see.
that just doesn't sound right to me
first your getting shot with a arrow...which can't be that good for you
second you fall in love with the next guy/girl you see, which means that you have absolutely no say in who you love.
third your giving the power of love to a half naked baby with wings.
Cupid is Stupid
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Denial, Misguidance, Mistakes
My insides are falling apart
i feel like i should be doing something,
and I'm sure that that something is important
I hate this feeling, this the feeling of incompleteness.
But am I really incomplete?
am I really without a purpose?
am I really falling apart?
or is this just a excuse for what I deny my self to think?
i feel like i should be doing something,
and I'm sure that that something is important
I hate this feeling, this the feeling of incompleteness.
But am I really incomplete?
am I really without a purpose?
am I really falling apart?
or is this just a excuse for what I deny my self to think?
Monday, February 4, 2008
Hmmmmm
Why do i hide my true self from everyone else? am i afraid of what them might think if they see that i am not really all that sad and depressing, why would i be so stupid to continue on living like this, when i could be different? if it just because it's a bad habit?, of is there some thing more?
I think it's a really really REALLY bad habit, I've just grown up like this, and this is the way that I feel that I should act, which if you think about it is the stupidest thing in the world, to act sad, and depressing just because it has been what you've always done.
Why in the world do i feel like i need to be in a relationship, do i think that because i am lonely? no, how could some one be lonely when he has a brother that never leaves him alone, do i think it because i see others around me in relationships? so what, big deal, so others have people who they can be with? BIG DEAL!!!
so why do i think that I need to be in a relationship?
well just thought I'd put that in writing mainly for my self to realize.
I think it's a really really REALLY bad habit, I've just grown up like this, and this is the way that I feel that I should act, which if you think about it is the stupidest thing in the world, to act sad, and depressing just because it has been what you've always done.
Why in the world do i feel like i need to be in a relationship, do i think that because i am lonely? no, how could some one be lonely when he has a brother that never leaves him alone, do i think it because i see others around me in relationships? so what, big deal, so others have people who they can be with? BIG DEAL!!!
so why do i think that I need to be in a relationship?
well just thought I'd put that in writing mainly for my self to realize.
Sunday, February 3, 2008
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