Wednesday, July 9, 2008

I have a bad feeling, and this is a certain bad feeling, it's a burning in my gut and i have only felt once before in my life, and I HATED what came after the feeling, last time what came after the feeling made me want to kill my self, i don't want to feel that again, but what can i do?

4 comments:

(kirstyn) said...

You can not rely on you're feelings.

If we just based what we did on how we felt all the time, life wouldn't work.

Ben said...

I guess so...

Jonathan said...

if this is about what i'm guessing it's about (which is at best a guess, since i hardly even see you anymore, let alone speak with you), then you know i'm one door away. and you know that pact we made last year? it's still good.

other than that, the only thing i have to say is ... chords? is that inappropriate for this situation?

Madeleine said...

oh Ben
I miss jumping and spinning in your arms
come over soon




sam needs to have another party