Her

i think of you and i start to go crazy

I think of you and I can't stop my self from feeling happier

I think of you and my life seems meaningless up until the point I met you

I think of you and my heart starts to beat faster and all I want is to feel your presence

to feel your arms around me to hear your constant steady breathing

to hear your voice


but then I keep thinking and my thoughts turn to other things

like the fact that you would probably never want to be with me

that this will all be just a dream

a dream that i will never wake up from.

All you need is love, all you need is love,
All you need is love, love, love is all you need
.....all I need is you

hmmmm, i'll set a goal today..and that goal will be you

No one notices me anymore











I'm invisible

If you could go back in time, and change something, what would you change?

I feel like death would feel like a warm embrace
I feel like my soul is slowly getting sucked out of me, by some unseen force
I feel like if something doesn't happen soon, that...
I feel like carving a huge 'X' on my chest just so that i could feel the touch of the metal
I feel like I need to feel

Do you fear death?
seriously, are you afraid of dieing?
afraid of leaving all of the wonderful things this life had to offer?
afraid to leave the War, hate, poverty, addictions, lies
are you afraid to leave the sin?
are you afraid because you have grown up in that sin?
because you live in it?
are you afraid?