FAAAAAAAAAA

the more i think the worse it seems, half the time I think to my self why even bother, and the other half I can only think of what it would be like if everything could be perfect, I'm so confused and lonely, but i don't just want an easy way out, I don't just want a quick fix.

I find my self wanting what i can't have, and it makes me sad, because I'll never get what I'm really looking for.

it kinda makes me mad