ever have it where you meet up with friends from the past and don't really feel that connection of old friends who haven't seen each other in a long time and want to catch up on all the things that they have missed?

it makes me wonder, is it me who has changed and become a different person that they don't feel connected to,

or did I never really mean as much to them as they meant to me.

I only know one thing, I'm hell'a lonely lately.