Resolution

I have learned something this year. well actually this past year. If you wish to remain happy, or if you want to become happy, don't think about what could be, what was, what is no more, the past. You must be thankful for what you have. In the last year I have caught my self dwelling far far too much in the past, when what I should have been doing was thinking of what lies ahead. Of the promising future. So for this new year, I'm going to try to remain in one place, in the now.

Whizzing lights
buzzing sounds
Whirls around,
and through me

I start drifting
far away
to when what was is,
and when what is,
is not yet

I see all sorts of wonderful things
reliving the times of yester-year

I see time of joy
of time with friends
where I feel accepted

I see time of closeness
of times with just me and one other
where I feel loved

I see all sorts of wonderful things
reliving the times of yester-year

I must remember though
that I do not live in yester-year
I live in the now
and it is just as great.

What is in my head

Memories
Flow like the sea
through my mind
take me back in time

You were my answer
you were my key
you were my answer to eternity

When I wake
I see your face in my mind
when I wake I see you face
your face

Memories make me, mold me
shape me, show me
who I am, with out you

As the day goes by
I wonder why
I catch myself thinking of you
It's been so long
I must stay strong

Your love is the key
the key to my eternity

Your love is the key
the key to my eternity

.......

these past few days words have been flying through my head, and I was little concerned about their meaning.... i catch my self dwelling on the past all the time, when really the past is really just that, the past, and there's nothing that can be done about it..... I wonder if these recurring memories mean anything, or if they are just nothing?

I need some one to talk to, not just anyone though....

I really don't like this.
guess what...a brake light was out....lucky me.

So, whats new with you?

I feel like we haven't talked in a while, well we never really talked, and now theres a greater chance of us ever talking, but it never happens.

mmmmmm, contentment

in case you were wondering

I don't like what I see in the future, if things go like they have before, I barely made it through last time, I think I might not be able to survive it if it happened again.

Help

AAAAAAAAA
i hate this, i hate trying to find some where that I might be interested in going. I hate the fact that the only thing that I am really really interested in is "useless, and a waste of money" gee thanks that a great thing to say,
lets take all of your hopes, and everything you like to do and call it a waste of time,
great
your interests are a waste of time.
well sorry for attempting to be creative.
sorry for not condemning my self to live like you did